Friday, January 12, 2007

What is Quantum Physics!??

Thru the passing of this life, i've come to the conclusion that, there are no "Vague Coincidences"... not only i believe that our mind owns such powerfull way of transporting people to the places we want them to be... but i also have several times been a "beneficiary" of it... I think of someone, someone anywhere in the world, known or unknown, and the next thing i know is... the person shows up in front of me! I'm very aware of my thoughts and wishes... and i think sometimes i unconsciously wish too hard, and some strengh (either my mind or some force from above: GOD), makes my wish, thought come true! I hope i'm not talking to soon and then suddenly it doesnt happen anymore... cuz i really have fun with it! Life acts in weird ways, or should i say: GOD! Can you tell me what it is???? Quantum Physics??


Lost in the Subway... The HomeComing!


There is no Night i dont fall asleep in the Subway coming home... i most admit i love falling asleep in motion... so cars, trains, subways, buses always make me "NaNar". I hate planes and also the only way i have to not freak out is also taking: "2 Unisedil, Sleep Pills and there i go again" even tho it's a big mistake, cuz if there is any emergency, i'm not in my 100% capacity and i might be one of the ones that stay behind!

It has almost become a Habit... every night is the same thing... i wake up in the subway, either cuz it's the last stop and i have to change trailers, or cuz i've passed my station and i have to change trailers again... or even cuz sometimes i go blank and dont know which station is mine! hahaha.. no no.. not that bad... and of course i take them everyday, cuz as i'm living in Jackson Heights, i gotta take the subway and then a short bus... but sometimes i just walk home, cuz it's soo late and everything takes double the time!

I've been everywhere: Harlem, Bronx, Brooklyn, Queens... inside of the subway, sleeping... i should pray not to have any crazy thing happenning to me in there! We all know in the NYC Subways there have been Murderers, Rapes, Robbery... and such! :-((

Last Night, it happenned again... but i made a video... hahaha... it was fun!

Soundtrack: "Locomotion" by: Kylie Minogue

PS> I MISS MY CAR!

An Angel told me to Return...



His name is Erich... i met Erich, years ago while crashing in one of his hosting parties in NYC... at Maritime Hotel... let's say 4-5 years ago... The night i met Erich, he told me he owned a gift... to be able to read people's lives, to know the past and help them figure out the future... he never used it, but sometimes he felt like saying something to the ones that were interested in what he could share with them. That night Erich told me i was special, that my grand-mother was my angel, and that i will have a great future in writting... he also told me one of my past episodes with my grand-mother, and he told me i missed her cuz she had just passed away! I was amazed, and of course, in front of so much evidence there was no way i could deny, or not believe in him.

I'm back to NY, and everytime i come i see Erich, but we have become friends, and we dont talk much about my life or his life, when we meet, it's at his party in Hiro, Maritime Hotel or Bowery Bar... so we are only up for a great time! But this past sunday, he felt like my energy, my vibe was too charged and maybe even negative, and he decided to remind me his words, and probably show me the way, cuz he might have sensed i was LOST again. He told me exactly the same, he remembered what he told me 5 years ago, some of the stuff i had already forgetten, Eric is a man full of wisdom and life experience, beyond any gift... his words are always helpful and his wit is suitable to any of us! We talked for a very long time... he had a room in the hotel, and he took me there saying:

"tonight you will stay here and start writting again... why did you stop? it's not about anyone else, it's about you"...

In the notebook there on the shelf i wrote: "tonight i will start writting again"

and then we left the room, back to socialize, but in the way, he said:

"you have a great voice, why are you not singing anymore? sing something for me"

i got shy, but you know how the "stairsway" are so accoustically awesome to hit a G flat or even an E... and so i hit it:

"tears drops are falling, why tha hell you calling me, wrong when i know that i am what i am"

I saw in his face so much joy, and he said: "do it again, higher" and i did... and then he started singing it with me... and singing we went back to the party... i gave him a big HUG... he had made my night... and he told me as in a Good-Bye way: "Paulo, you are special, it's not about anyone else, it's about you".... Awwww Eric... I love you mate for that! And you know you are Beyond Special!

> One of the things He also told me was: "2007 is a messy year, not for you or for me, but for the Earth Globe in general"

Soundtrack: "Open Up your Mind" BY: Adam Joseph