Aprender...

"... aprender, e como remar contra a corrente, se parares, voltas para atras..."

Soundtrack: ABC, by: Jackson Five.

PAULOCTIONARY.

FuckTard: An individual that is Fucked Up and also a Retard.

Poitado: Um individuo que e Pobre e Coitado.

Beat my Meat: Masturbating.

Miss Angola in my House!

2 years ago, i saw her win the contest... in Angola...

a trully and great representant of the ebony beauty...

long legs, dark skin, great body, amazing face features...

there was no doubt "Patricia Silvestre" should own the tittle of Miss Angola... today, she is here in my house, with her beautifull and adorable daughter Luisa.

Luisa is definetly a good candidate for the "Thrown" in the future.

Now... why is she here? she used to be a Canadian resident, but now she is being deported... she has less than 48 hours to abandone the country otherwise she is going to jail!

isnt that crazy? dont ask me why... i cant explain... but as my father is responsable for Angolans here, she is here to receive our support, safe of the bad guys, till she leaves to Angola.

I hope everything goes well for you there Patricia, i know its not gonna be easy, but then you will get used to it. Like everything in life takes time!

Foste uma optima anfitria... as for Luisa... i cant wait to see you become a woman and replace your Mom, representing the Angola beauty in the Universe.

Soundtrack: Get Up, by: Amel Larrieux.

Mariah Carey, exposed in Montreal!

Mariah Carey was in Montreal yesterday... i couldnt go, had to work in O-Town! But Jason was there and those are his words:







Jay --> MONTREAL!!! says:
omg paulo it was the best thing i have ever seen...
her voice is like nothing i've ever heard... effortless...
and she looked stunning...
i have a whole new love for her...
she was so funny!
and she almost had a wardrobe malfunction... it was hilarious!
she was like: "its a live show darlings and the girls didn't want to stay where they're supposed to"

..:: Soul3asternPop ::.. says:
her boobs?


Jay --> MONTREAL!!! says:
haha ya...
one almost popped out...
b/c she was performing on like a stage in the middle of the crowd for a bit and all of a sudden she started walking fast to the main stage with her body guards and she still kept singing even tho you couldn't hear her...
then she came back out singing and was yelling: " stop the music".
so then she explained what happened and asked everyone if we wanted her to do the song again and everyone started screaming and cheering so she did
it was so good paulo...

I have to say that once me and Jason got into this argument about Kelly Clarkson being better than Mariah... LOL... Jason i'm so happy you got to see the show, so you will never say such non sense ever... Mariah its like the voice of the 90's... and next time call me ealier... 1.

as for:
Aretha Franklyn 60's
Donna Summer 70's
Whitney Houston 80's
Mariah Carey 90's
and for this decade Mary J. Blige is the one...

those are not my Statistics... they are Billboard ones!

who you think its gonna be next? Beyonce or Alicia Keys? Kelly Clarkson maybe? LOL...

O(liver)bsession Part 2... the Saddest Good-Bye!

they were 10 days, only 10 days...

i had so much fun, i barely went home during that time... i wanted to stay in Montreal forever!

The day of his departure...

i went out the whole night, just so i wouldnt think about it...

but after i left the Stereo bar at 12pm (noon) i still passed by his "Loft"(now my Loft) to say good-bye...

where he showed up using the phone, with his huge great smile, shirtless, i was with Yerko, and he fed us with oreos and orange juice... we chat for a while...

i had said good-bye the night before too...

after just so i wouldnt think about it...

i decided to put myself in road going back to Ottawa...

i was an hour away from Montreal, thats half of the way... when Danielle called me...

asking: "so Paulo are you gonna take Oliver to the airport?"...

LOL... i had no other reaction but turning the car around, going back to Montreal!

i called him, warning him to not take a cab... he said: "quarter to 5pm the latest".

i was in time... at the airport... he was running a lil late we thought... i played saying that he was going to lose to plane... he didnt enjoy it at all...

going to the check in... there was a big line... so we stand... we held... we held like we dont know when to see each other again...

... around there was.. everybody... kids, old couples, employees of the airports, passangers...

and i can remenber seeing in the face of that old lady some like: "wow thats so sweet"...

let me tell you folks, i am mister good-bye, i am always saying good-bye to everyone... but this time i wasnt, and i dont know... but it hurt me as hell... i went in and out of the airport 3-4 times... of course i didnt tear or anything like that...

but when i got to the car where Danielle also was... OMG...

we just instantly started pouring, like waterfalls, like two babies with no candy...

it was SAD!

that day we wore sun glasses till 11pm...

Me and Rodolfo decided instead of having a pitcher of Long Island, have a pitcher of beer... LOL... we both got drunk!

Oh WOW... *Oliver**Oliver*... what a Great Friend we made!

to visit Olivers blog, click above the tittle! Enjoy the Trip, get a Dictionary too!

O(liver)bsession Part 1... Oliver-Mania!

i met *Oliver* the night he got to Montreal, it was a thursday...

i went out to the terrace of the Parking Club and there he was... standing!

(just now while writting this he left me a comment for the Enneagram)

Is it some kind of connection, telepathy? i'm freaking out!

... standing!

(i cant do this)

Its too intense... i feel chills up and down my spine!

Rapaz eu nao consigo encontrar palavras para descrever a admiracao que por ti tenho, ou pelo contrario encontro muitas que nao sao as mais adequadas, podria escrever milhares de Hiperboles, es muito especial para mim, e tu sabes!

I admire *Oliver* so much, that at 29 like he is now, i wanna be like him: WISE!

i know i didnt have the chance to really know him, only 10 days, but i could feel his positive energy, his wit, everything always very well put together...

when we would go out for dinner or just for a coffee or a Long Island, people would stay around us, but it only took each and everyone of them 2 sec to Fall in Love with *Oliver*...

He would say: "people here is so nice..." with his huge great smile.

I would say: "yes" but now i say: "no darling, you are damn good (uh hum) " (with my bronx accent, my arm lift, my finger almost touching his face and my neck moving Whitney style)

*Oliver* speaks like... every language, yeah thats right, not to mention that he is beautifull anywhere in the world, with two ears pierced! hahahaha... (details)

If you have any doubts you can ask Danielle... me and Danielle are like *Oliver* promoters...

everywhere we go up till now, i think its already been a month since he left back to Switzerland... we talk about him everyday and when we go out, our Standart is so HIGH, that we can never meet anyone cuz we want someone that looks like *Oliver*.

we also believe that there is no other man that can wear a pink t-shirt like *Oliver*.

Every afternoon we wait around 5-6pm to see if he is online... i know its crazy!

I'm affraid to say it might be an Obsession... but no need to harm... you would be the same way if you knew him!

*Oliver* is also the one that inspired me to have this blog, and the main reason for it just so i could write down how amazing of a person he is, after i read his blog, but i got lost on the way...

I think all of you already heard about him, being with me, hahahahahah, i almost had a Cat Fight with one of you cuz of him too... LOL...

*Oliver* is like the "Perfect KEN" (yeah the Barbie husband)

But uhm, i could go for days... i have to thank his parents for putting him in this world, one day i might go there and say it in person! U have a great son!

*Oliver* a Big Kiss to Your Sister.

LOL... i write this Blog not only for me, but for both of us: Me and Danielle!

Your Biggest Fans in the Whole Entire World!

(he just signed in... you see... i love this) LOL... i feel good with my Oliver-Mania)

Soundtrack: Suelta Mi Mano, by: Sin Banderas. One day we will perform this song together... he also loves to sing... and has a great ear... he is actually a good singer!

The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test!

I just took a lil of my time to do a Enneagram test, i discovered that i'm type Six (6)
"i'm affectionate and skeptical"
and those are the tips of how to get along with me:

Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

As now you know... be aware... and if you want to make the test... let me know what type are you!
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889

SEX TOYS AND MY MUSIC!

Lots of you have received a link i've sent with my music... a cd single that was released in Portugal in a magazine called Gente Jovem... and lots of you have noticed that it is a link for a Sex Shop! LOL... True... but dont get alarmed, cuz the Sex Shop belongs to my friend: Felix Romanik, who after i told him that i would post a blog with his name said: "mas olha... so quero malandrices... nada de elogios"... LOL thats right... Felix is a Naghty Boy, who moved to Greece to be with his Love! and so now, the Sex Shop is actually not existent anymore... but... the Link for my Music is still there! So enjoy it... and Felix, Thanks Man... I'll visit you soon in Athens!

http://carpenoctem-eu.com/Paulo%20Pascoal/

P.S.: MI-SU (www.mi-su.com). It created "a luxurious product range which is a fusion of jewellery and sex toys". The Toys, including "rings", dildos, and plugs, are made of "solid titanium, rose quartz and obsidian, adorned with diamonds, sapphires and other precious and semi precious stones". Sometimes a pain in the ass and for sure a pain in your credit card. As said by http://www.helllookslikeheaven.blogspot.com/

Dear Miss Swan... from Kuvaria!

i didnt know that someone could make me laugh that bad...

not like everytime i see you...

i can be in the park, coffee shop or in my bed...

anywhere i require you...

either i'm happy or sad...

i just wanna see you...

Miss Swan like i "didnt say it before"

"Thanks to you" now "I look like a man" and i'll "tell you everything"...

i love your hair, your smile, your shoes, your dance moves, i love your voice...

I love You

and if i could change the alphabet i would put:

"U and I closer together".

this was the first Miss Swan show i've seen:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=O3X8_2JQ5BU&search=miss%20swan%20mad%20tv

but you have to check her best of:

www.youtube.com

and Please look for her: Miss Swan.

ok, you go.

Lavalife UK...

do you believe in hot-lines? those phone lines that you call to find the "perfect match"...

would you believe it more, if you saw me making one of those comercials?

in fact, even though seems a little funny yes... i did a Lavalife Comercial... kinda saying:

"... if you wanna meet guys hot like me... call... 1-800-lavalife..."

after me and Samy had to travel at 3am, leaving Ottawa to Toronto, to be there at 7am for the job... we finally got to the place, on King st. Samy had to go shoot right away, he was even a bit late... but me... or no... i had two hours to sleep in the car before shooting... and of course, how could i not sleep if i was awaken since 3am?

2 hours later... 9am... time to wake up to go shoot, i couldnt believe my life, the sun had been bothering me ever since i arrived! i was un-rested! Still i had to get inside of the set...

make up, wardrobe, a lot of chatting with the other peeps... very interesting people!

There was the time to shoot... but a lil before, i heard i would have to kiss someone, i had no ideia, but i didnt mind much about the kissing, its only normal, if we are trying to make the audience believe that it was through lavalife that we found Love! LOL...

So i took a look around trying to figure out who i was suppose to be kissing... i saw... a lot of girls i would kiss...except one: Paradise.

And i dont know if "God" or whoever read my thoughts: "give me anyone but that girl", that Paradise was the girl i had to kiss... haaaa... i just wanted to kiss someone... uhm.. you know... "Kissable"... dont get me wrong she is adorable, just not my type...

(o feitico virou-se contra o feiticeiro, optima licao de vida)

Ok... Paradise: "i do love you gurrrl"...

You can see Lavalife on T.V. in Canada and UK... i never saw it... if you can, recorded it for me.. Plizzz....

Soundtrack: Call Me, by: Tweet.

http://lavalife.com/

Annie Savoie... the Openning with Half of a Shirt!

Semana da Moda, oh yeah, tudo que e modelo fica com o cu aos saltos! Sim, isso mesmo!
Fazer a semana da moda, seja ela em Lisboa, Paris, Milao, NY, Sao Paulo, Istambul ou mesmo em Toronto, e dar a cara ao mercado de alta costura, a seguir, esperamos os catalogos, os editoriais etc etc... as grandes campanhas de 1st linha.
Esta foi a minha primeira semana da moda no Canada... e tive de abrir o show com apenas metade de uma camisa... sim metade! Eu sei que moda e isso mesmo, ao contrario de Tom Ford, ou Karl Lagerfeld nem todo o estilista que alcanca o rubro usa um corte classico, as vezes, e preciso ser mais arriscao escentrico, como o Lacroix ou o Galiano, e como eles, e a estilista da autentica camisa metade, Annie Savoie.
Num mercado de gente, no minino atraente, depois de cada show uma grande borga, muito alcool, muito sexo, drogas e rock n roll... e assim foi a mais uma Semana da Moda!
Merci Annie, je t'aime!

Soundtrack: SuperModel, by: Ru Paul.

Richard Robinson... the Stylest of the "Queens"...

R.R. is known for his hats and couture outfits for the Queens and Princesses, incluiding The UK Elizabeth! Fact!
He lives in Ottawa, and owns a Designer Academy, for people with the same pasion that wanna improve the skills, or just study them as well!
Every year he makes a show, a fashion show, to show what the "pupils" have learned during the year and he hires, top-models, like: Me?!... or Naomi Campbell? LOL...
He is also known by "the designer of the Peace dress", a dress made of over a 100 lil flags from all the nations and that travels the world, for funds and signatures of each nation governer! Interesting isn't it?
At the end of each show, they choose the Best designer, followed by the Best New Model... and you wonder who he/she was?... LOL...
I hope that the fact that i wore his clothes dont make me a Princess, or even a Queen!
Thanks Robinsons... next year i'll be with you again!

http://richardrobinson.com/

Soundtrack: Free as a Bird, by John Lennon

The Movie "HouseSitter" and my "Spelling" Problem!

T-o-r-i S-p-e-l-l-i-n-g, this that right? i guess... yeah... we know her face... from the Beverly Hills 90210 sitcom... also from the boob jobs, nose jobs, blow jobs... no no... sorry i'm just kidding!

Tori, i got the chance to work with this lady in her new movie, HouseSitter, and even tho they were some divergences... i just wanna say:

"sorry, for judging you, without actually knowing you!"...

I think... u did a Great Job!

I also wanna send a HOLLA to Jameson, also actor in the Movie, we still have to go party sometime in Montreal soon!

http://www.tori-spelling.com/

Soundtrack: What?, by: Paulo Pascoal

I Missed being Killed by Robert Englund!

Its True! Who doesnt know this face?
Lots of Us incluinding me dont know his real name, Robert Englund, we know him by: Freddy, Freddy Krueger!
But Robert is the leading actor of a number of horror movies...
Not long ago i got an email of my Agent, Angie, saying: You got Booked!
Booked to be killed by a Legend, i loved it, and i got excited about it, no doubt... the Movie is called Monster Slayer, its being filmed in Ottawa, the email also said that the date for it was Sept. 10-11. So i couldnt wait for the date... But... but... but... there was a mistake...
August 10... around 11pm i got a call, a call from the production of the movie... runned by the company A.C.T., Stephanie called: "Paulo? what happenned to you? i just realized you are not on set... where are you?"
I was Home, about to go to bed, to wake up in the morning to go work in another movie in the morning...
Stephanie: "but you were suppose to be here, didnt your agent tell you? didnt the production call you this morning?"
i said: "nobody called me, i did got an email from my agent and she said it was September"
Stephanie: "this is wrong, i have to call her, what are we gonna do, cant you make it?
I said: "Stephanie i'm going to bed, and i'm 6 hours away from where you are, and there is no planes i can catch now..."
She wasnt happy at all, neither was i, i just had missed being killed by a Legend!
SHIT SHIT SHIT, 3 times SHIT!
Why on Earth, this SHIT happens to Me?

Lebanon Memories!

About 5 years ago, i was in NYC... it was a few weeks after new years eve...
i used to go to dance classes at NY sports club, with Sheryl Murakami... great coreographer!Through her i met Hass (for Hassan), he is from Lebanon... i couldnt say we bonded right away, but there was something in the air, lets say... couple of weeks later... we decided to go have a coffee together... a bird had shit on my head (literaly), i thought: "today is not my lucky day or maybe, i'll get lucky".. who knows... some people says that when that happens is cuz you are about to make or get money... and so i believe! We met up, Hass gave me a "golden chocolate godiva box"... and then surprised... i heard: "happy valentines day"... oh wow... i had no ideia, all i could think was... "how am i gonna get him a gift now, and what..."
skip the drama... it was late to do anything, anyways, my fault, i never know which day of the month i am in the year...
we spent a whole afternoon together, walking on time square, and then it was time for him to go... and so we took the train... the 9 going downtown to franklin street... where his home was... or not! on the way we talked about music, mainly about Madonna... Hass is big fan of Madonna.. and so i learned from him... its true... he intruced me to Madonna in a way i could never expect!
Days, Weeks, Months passed by, our friendship was above all... there are so many things i could say i learned with Hass, its amazing, but mostly: Music. His Pasion for his music was one of the things i was amazed about, his drive, his dedication to it... Hass was 25yo, i was 18yo, even tho i used to lie about my age at the time, i wanted to be older! My music is his music, his music is my music, with a lot of middle eastern influence, sounds of rhythm and blues, soul vocals... thats what SoulEasternPop is... Soul: Vocals; Middle Eastern: Influence; Pop(ular): Music.
I dont know if there is ever gonna be another person that had so much influence in me, and in my life like he did, a person that made his taste my taste, his dreams my dreams... Yes! that was Hass, from Lebanon.
Even tho, now, we grew apart, after i left NYC i went to Lebanon, cuz i wanted to know, and visit the place he was so affraid of going back to... i visited Beirut, Sidon, Tripoli, mostly the cities on the coast of the Mediterranean sea... i fell in love with the culture, with the food, mostly with the music... i brought back lots of Gold, in material and spiritual wealth.
Today, there is what they call: "Never Ending War"... absurd even to write about it... But i think of the people i've met, of the faces and places i've seen... it causes me pain... fear... of this malific reality!

Hass is the one that most influence had in my Life, and so i suffer for him and for his people, i suffer for me... lets all if it would only make us feel a lil better... go to the streets and manifest our Will, and hope we can be heard by the ones that are causing this War! Everything in Life has an End... Life Ends... how could a War not End?!.

This picture i took in Toronto, where Thousands of US, joined for the Great Cause! Aug.12th.

Soundtrack: 50=50, by: Hass and Paulo Pascoal!

JLo Loves Me!

"...if u had my love and i gave u all my trust would you confort me... tell me baby! and if some how you knew that your love for me is would be untrue, would you lie to me....tell me baby!..."

Well if u havent figured out just yet its Jennifer lopez... It all started on a summer day when i was 12 years old in front of my t.v. in toronto sitting on a very confy couch. As i was flicking through the channel...
I come a cross this music video, and a very petty woman was singing! As she was turning around, a huge shadow covered the sunlight that was coming in through my windows....and there it was... her ass!
...That day was the day that i learned what masturbation was. I tell you, it was a memorable experience!

By: Yerko.
Soundtrack: If U Had My Love, by Jennifer Lopez!

... how good it feels being injected?...

... i love the adrenaline that runs through my body veins while the nurse puts the liquid in the syringe...

and when it goes in?

... ufff...

what a rush!

... i would love if the nurse could just move it a lil bit so i could feel it more...

...OMG...

and when it comes out?

... i end with the feeling of: I WANT IT MORE!

by: Yerko, said about going to get an injection of antibiotic for a tooth infection.

So much Pasion you would be Amazed!

Soundtrack: Dont Stop, by: Paulo Pascoal

D.R.U.G.S.

Drive to do what you are not able to, sobber...

Repeatdly use of "stuff" that will only make you feel more miserable after is over...

Un-usual way of making friends you think will always be there, but they dont...

Great way of losing weight...

Search for a permanent state of "Broke"-ness...

... now if you wanna keep on doing them... its your problem! You, Drug-Addicted!

By: Paulo Pascoal

Soundtrack: No More Conversation, by: Freeform Five (Mylo Remix)

DJ Yerko and the Velvet...

... even though the tittle is not official... the 19 year old, Yerko, will come out as a Great DJ in no time! How can i be so sure? I can feel it... sucessfull energy has been now for a while my thing!
When i met Yerko, i could sense in him, youth, pureness, he was shy but not affraid to look in the eye.
Now that its been a while we've been sharing experiences, Yerko a "self-taught disco music producer on the way", showed me: Velvet. A song he has been working not more than 48 hours, and that is obviously a HIT. With a sound influenced by Dj Tiesto (that has just been in Niagara Falls yesterday), Velvet is something like: "Magniamazinfantastictrageous"... can you say the word, try, thats how good the sound is. I know he is gonna probably kill me, after me exposing the pic, he says he hates... but.. uhm... "Yerko, yo tube que compartir esto, porque lo que senti con el sonido que hiciste, no siento todos los dias"... keep up the good work, you will only get better and better...
Now... other thing, i have to say, is: "when you are special, you are special, you are up above normal, you stand out in the crowd"... you are even being so young a warm and prophoune soul that has been "inside of my body"...
Hey... we are talking about Meditation here ok? dont misunderstand peeps...
Aight...

This is my Post for you Yerko... hope you feel better (he just took two wisdom tooth out)...
It's always a pleasure to meet people with the Drive that you have, it's refreshing!

Sountrack: Velvet, by DJ Yerko (keep the name) and for that one you will have to wait a bit!

Why is my Smile becoming so Green?

... dear teeth, dear teeth...
why is my smile becoming so green?
... dear teeth, dear teeth...
i wash you everyday
everytime i eat i can say
... dear teeth, dear teeth...
i wash you before a casting
everytime i go out partying
... dear teeth, dear teeth...
is that you dont enjoy the nicotine?
my smile was white when i was a teen!
... dear teeth, dear teeth...
why is my smile becoming so green?

BY: PAULO PASCOAL

Soundtrack: Beautifull, by Christina Aguilera